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Mom Come Pick Me Up

by Square Loop

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1.
I Can't Believe (Intro) 01:53
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I.C.B.Y.S.F.W.M. 03:25
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I used to get along with my friends // You probably didn’t expect that // When I started taking shit out on them // Now we don’t talk as much // And I don’t think I’ve seen them in a couple months // Maybe it’s for the best // They’re probably less stressed out // I know I wasn’t the easiest to digest // Have you ever wanted // To close your eyes // And let your car drift into the passing traffics headlights // Because my head’s been filled up // With clouds and smoke // And I want to clear it out // Before I choke it down // And I can’t remember the last time // That I took a breath // Without feeling I deserved anything less than what I laid out for myself // But it’s not the same now // As it was back then // Back when I could appreciate my friends // And after all this // I can’t believe you’re still friends with me // Have you ever wanted // to close your eyes // And let your car drift into the passing traffics headlights // Because my head’s been filled up // With clouds and smoke // And I want to clear it out // Before I choke it down //
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Dare 03:04
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Talk me down // There’s a reason why // I’d rather have my feet planted on the floor // And when I walk in // Everybody’s staring straight through the door// I never thought that I could feel so uptight // In a room full of people // They could see the whites of my eyes // The center of attention finds // A little place between fucked up and I’m alright // Obi tells me to calm down // You know you’re the only one that things // Everyone is watching you but // It’s getting harder to breathe now // And it’s like I’m snowballing and I can’t stop myself// Fuck this I want to go home and be far away from this // Oddly specific type of lack of self-confidence // But every signal in my brain // Is telling me to stay // I guess I’m loyal to a fault // So beat me down into the asphalt // Fuck this I want to go home // Fuck this I want to go home // Fuck this I want to go home // Fuck this I want to go home //
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Bird Funeral 02:55
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Do you think that I could be // Someone that you could be proud of // Because I’ve been absolutely terrified // To admit I don’t sleep some nights // Now I’ve been living in a slow hell // Promise that you won’t tell // Anyone where I’ve been the last few months // And I’ve been talking down to my friends // Almost every weekend // And I don’t think that I’ll ever fuck this up // Now I’m ignoring all my interests // Revelry and progress // How long do you think I can keep this up // But I’m just trying not to hang on // My self-deprecation // I don’t think I’ll ever recover this // But nothing calms my nerves // And sleep just makes it worse // I want to be someone I love // But I want to give up completely // Justify my existence // But it’s never that easy // It’s never that easy // And if I disappear // Would anyone be around to care // And if I stop breathing // Maybe then they’ll notice me // If I disappear // Would anyone be around to care // And if I stop breathing // Maybe then they’ll notice me//
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July 30 04:01
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I want to know what you think about // When there’s no one around // To keep your mind away from // The place it goes when you’re alone // Do you stare into space and justify // Every single choice that you’ve made // Or is it easy enough to // Brush it all off // And think how could anything really be your fault // ‘Cuz I’ve been trying to break my analytical code // And bring back the person I used to know // And systematically weed out // All of the things // That I hate the most // Like how I can’t breathe when you’re not around // If I could see inside my head and rip out all the parts that I hate // Do you think I’d be whole again // And not read in to everything that you do // And every time that you say I guess I’ll see you when I see you. // I guess I’ll see you when I see you//
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Death to Hospitality 04:22
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A white piece of granite sat by the tree// It was unmarked but there was no doubting who was underneath// I couldn’t help but stare, but couldn’t bear to see// Because all around was dead grass, and brown and withered leaves// Death to hospitality// I’m unwelcoming to everyone// Who I used to be// I used to be scared of missing out on// Almost everything// So I never made plans for the things that I cared about the most// And now I’m left out on my own// Death to hospitality// I’m unwelcoming to everyone// Who I used to be// Death to hospitality// Because I can’t stand a single thing about// Who I used to be//
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Basketball 04:01
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I was up all last night // Trying my best to untie // All of the knots in my stomach and on my tongue // But I’m running in circles // So I picked up my phone again // To let the doubtfulness back in // This can’t be it // Is there really nothing more to me than // Missing the point of moving on // But I can’t help // But think to myself// How fucking miserable I was last year // And now my friends all hate me // Because I never want to go out // I’ll drink alone inside my room // I’ve got my coffee in one hand // And a sly sense of humor to hide // The insecurities I feel all the time // This can’t be it // Is there really nothing more to me than // Missing the point of moving on // But I can’t help myself// But keep the thought in the back of my head// How fucking miserable I was last year // And I’m running in circles // And I need to find my way out // I’m running in circles // And I need to find my way out // I’m running in circles // And I need to find my way out // I’m running in circles //
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Lawn Games 03:18
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I’m always anxious // I curl up on the couch and scream I hate this // And I check my phone every minute // So I don’t feel so alone // Inside my one bedroom apartment // I’d rather pass out on the concrete every night // And I rip my hair out // And I’ll lose my shit in a flooded bathroom // Nothing works to put myself back together // I’m just another sad excuse but I’ll just blame it on whatever comes to mind first // Why do I exist when every single second’s so hard to deal with // Call me out // ‘Cuz I’ve been lying through my teeth // I’ll tell you what you want to hear so you’ll believe me // I’m not alright I never was just to inconvenient to give a fuck about // Why do I exist when every single second’s so hard to deal with // Nothing works to put myself back together // I’m just another sad excuse but I’ll just blame it on whatever comes to mind first // Why do I exist when every single second’s so hard to deal with //
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Death II 01:39
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Let's Get Cathartic 03:38
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I find myself sleeping in on days that should be // Spent with friends outside or doing something good // But I can’t wake up the shades have all been sewn shut // And when I go downstairs everybody else is gone// There’s something in the way that I just can’t get out of my head // That’s the least bit addicting // But lying to myself hasn’t seemed this easy // In at least a couple years // I want to get better// Better than before // So let’s get cathartic// I don’t want to do this anymore // Let’s get better than before //

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released May 29, 2020

Produced, Engineered and Mixed by Dave Zielinski and Jordan Wright

Recorded and Mixed at Wachusett Recording in Princeton, Massachusetts

Mastered by Jake Checkoway

All Songs Written by Square Loop
Kyle Mudge, Nate Rogers, Jordan Wright, Dave Zielinski

Guest Vocals by
Mike Aylward, Tyler Ducharme, Dylan Ilkowitz, Evan Lamanna, Pat Ranauro

Cover Photo by Kyle Mudge

Album Art and Layout by Dave Zielinski

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